jinx

i don't know why, but everytime i plan anything, it will almost 100% not gonna happen. prolly i'm jinx at planning. not that i'm saying i'm not good at planning. i'm great at planning. but prolly i'm not meant to plan anything for myself. or prolly i just meant to sit back and relax, watch other peeps plan things for me, hehehe... *grin*

so nway, what i'm trying to say here is that, everytime i plan anything such as holidays and weddings for myself they will most definitely end up in the bin. so i've made up my mind, i will not involve in any planning. i will hire people to do it for me :)

btw, i've met up with my cousin the other day. we haven't had a proper get-together for months as both of us were busy with work. we had a blast telling our latest stories to each other. and she got a new bf now. i'm so happy for her. really am. really hope it will last ;)

we're planning for an island breakaway. prolly in aug. haven't decided which island. but i will tell myself not to involve in the planning process as i said before, i'm jinx at planning :P. hopefully it will turn out great this time around :D

workaholic

really am grateful that i was offered a job in tm, even though the pay isn't that good (comparing to what i've got when working in manchester). but hey, this is msia, what more can i expect? :P

nway, i do enjoy working here. it's been 9 whole months now. never absent from work except the pre-approved annual leave, which i've taken every now and then. i'm not saying that i'm a workaholic. but i always do the best for what i like and things that i want. and i'm not saying that i love my job. i don't really, to be honest. cos i never like doing sales but don't mind managing sales. but, wait a minute! isn't that what i do now? hehehe... so to summarize, i do love my job, NOT! :P

whatever, just ignore me. i'm talking nonsense. what i need now is a VACATION! i need a break. a full, uninterrupted, peaceful rest. never got it since ever!

wondering

another entry in less than 12 hours. that's a first :P. nway, i just wondering, why on earth is it so hard to forget about someone that you want to forget but easily done for someone that you don't intend to? perhaps you're too attached to that certain someone? or maybe you never actually wanted to do so at the first place? or it could be that you just being plain stupid, never wanted to learn from mistake? we won't know, will we?

hmmm... i'm just being extravagantly emotional rite now. i don't need this. toughen up lady! don't waste your time on something as stupid as this. remember, we all have a bright future ahead of us ;)

nway, have a hard time to sleep tonite. for the past couple of weeks, i went to bed really early. i meant really really early, as early as 8.15pm! maybe the exhaustion from work made me so tired to stay awake. or maybe all my friends were busy with their tasks and no time to go out after work? nahh... that wasn't really the case. 2 main reasons: i'm single & it's the end of the month. you do the math :P

i'm back

hey there, i'm back! well, i was never actually here to begin with :P. now, i think i might want to blog, every now and then. but don't expect i will update this very often. i'll try my best though.

so nway, some peeps kept asking why i've been so quiet for years. yup, years. been MIA for ages. i didn't mean to. it wasn't intentional. but hey, world still exist even i wasn't there, rite? hehehe... here i am. still alive, but chubbier :P

cut the chase. we go straight to the point. so here, summary of my life, during those time that i was claimed to be MIA :P

feb 2000 : start dating ;)
sept 2000 : went to the uk
july 2003 : got my degree from uni of sheffield :)
sept 2003 : got engaged to my bf
oct 2003 : started working in manchester
aug 2004 : took a year off doing nothing :P
oct 2005 : got a job at la senza
aug 2006 : eurotrip 2006 ;)
march 2007 : came back to msia
june 2007 : got a job
july 2007 : broke up with my fiancé
sept 2007 : started working with tm
oct 2007 : found a new guy. planned to get married in feb 2008
jan 2008 : broke up with the new guy
present : single & available but not looking :P

so that's about it. my so-called life. wish it was better. but hey, it's not us who decide our fate, rite? nway, was really fortunate that i still have peeps around me who cares. thanks guys. love u all :D

*the new me after all the dramas *wink*wink*