Sunday, December 28, 2008

recycle

recycling is good. it makes us appreciate the things we used and currently have for the sake of the future. at the same time, it makes us try the very best to preserve the environment. one way, ditch the car. take the public transport (sadly, still not the best possible way to commute in msia). another way, say NO to plastic bags. bring your own bags when groceries shopping or other related matters.

recyling does not only meant by collecting empty bottles and cans. we can also recycle by re-using the things we actually have. i've started digging up for old stuff, mostly my mom's and grandma's and managed to find some vintage gear, which are superb. they are still in immaculate conditions and i'm actually impress with them since they can still be used and some of them are the things that i can't afford to buy new. cool, huh?

btw, i've found this video on how to be happy: science has answers. really cool video and great tips on how to be happy. do check it out!

Tuesday, December 23, 2008

battle

the baby sister is still in the battle. the ct scan result is still not out. still waiting for it, anxiously. it's so depressing seeing a 16 year-old girl undergo chemo sessions religously. that's why the big sis is so proud of her. be patient, i know u can do it. u go girl!

anyhow, the big sis and the rest of the clan have taken desperate measures. stop smoking, secondary that is :P. avoid the junk food, but still taking them every now and then though (can't seems to quit, hehehe...). and most importantly, put the guard on to avoid germs, viruses and other potential baddies. shield up!

*little sis, big sis

Monday, December 22, 2008

truth

apparently, someone was kind enough to forward my previous entry on lost to the whole world. i realized i'm a nobody. it's none of my business what some people do with their life. but it was merely my own personal subjective view.

it's so unbelievable that some people can be so immature. that's just unprofessional. i understand my action wasn't either. but no name was ever mentioned. only those who actually the "some people" will get it. was it my fault? i don't think so. just like a malay proverb: siapa makan cili, dia terasa pedasnya, ain't it? truth hurts, rite?

and yeah. youtubing and playing games are part of the job description. i totally forgot!


a piece of advice: GROW UP! this is not a high school. so what if people hated me. i'm NOT trying to win a popularity contest here. but i never meant to hurt anyone, any intention to boast myself or let alone making enemies. i'm just doing my job. i wish others will do theirs too. i just wish people will take responsibility for what they are meant to.


remember, what goes around comes around. i learned it the hard way. so think, deep. u can trust no one. the one u called friend can be ur worst nemesis. they can stab u at back without u realising it. just a friendly reminder to us all, again.

Saturday, December 20, 2008

reminisce

it almost christmas. i've been reminiscing the old days. the happiest times of my life when i was away. wish i could turn back time. i miss the christmas shopping, boxing day shopping more like it :P. i miss the weather. i miss the people. and most importantly, i miss my old self, hahaha!!! a cheerful, adventurous and stress-free girl ;). but what in the past stays in the past. i have to move on and look forward for the future. they are more exciting, aren't they? *grin*

nway, i just wish for once to be happy. the best time of my life has gone in the dust. people from the past came to "visit" and left again. some came to ask for forgiveness. and some came to make my day worse. what i did? nothing. i ignored them. easy, right?

*suddenly feel like eating sushi now. haven't had them for months :P.

Thursday, December 11, 2008

lost

seems like i'm lost. lost hope. lost respect. thank god the faith is still with me :)

some people. they think having a job means they will get their pay at the end of the month without having to do anything to earn it. allow me to describe a daily schedule of some people and bear in mind office hours is 8.30am-5.30pm and lunch break is from 1-2pm...

almost 9am: just reached the office
9.00am: breakfast time
9.30am: got back to the office. switch on their pc/notebooks
9.35am: chatting while waiting for the pc/notebooks to switch on
10.00am: only about to start doing their work or prolly doing some internet surfing
10.30am: break for a fag
10.45am: back at their workstation
11.30am: another cigarette break
12.30pm: lunch break
2.30pm: back from lunch break
3.00pm: cigarette break
4.00pm: tea time or lounging time
5.00pm: time to go home!

how ridiculous it may sounds, that's the familiar images right here at my office, which made yours truly ended up doing all their tasks. and that's why this superwoman is sick now. fully loaded with kryptonite :P