i've made up my mind. i won't go anywhere as yet. will stay rite here in kl for the time being, until further notice :P. but i will still move, to a new office, that is. our department's office is moving from kelana jaya to jln pantai baharu, which is such a good news for me since it's nearer to my house, yay me! ;)
*my new workstation, still messy though :P
at first i thought taking the lrt to work is a good idea cos i'll save a lot, financially and environmentally. go green girl! ;). at the end, it wasn't really the case as i still need to commute to meetings every now and then, which public transport can't be a good idea. u know how "reliable" the public transports in malaysia can be, huh? then i came across an idea which i guess might be something worth trying: carpooling to the office with my bro, whose office is very near to my building. told him bout it, but he did'nt seem excited bout it. but i'm sure it's still up for further discussion. wish me luck!
i guess my friend was right. i always run away from problems. i've never tried to come out with answers to any of my problems. instead of making it better, i'd prefer to run away rather than facing it. i don't know why. prolly it's my nature. i shouldn't. i need to change for the better. running away won't solve anything. it'll make matter worse.
the thought of transferring to kelantan sounds good at this moment. i don't have to think about the hike of the fuel price, since my grandma's place is sooooooooo near to the workplace. i don't have to think about bumping with the ex & etc, etc, etc... but... in a long run, i won't go anywhere. i will stuck there, forever... i can't broaden my knowledge. it'll take me forever to advance, career-wise. i don't want that.
i'm so in need of something to do that will take my mind off things. shopping? i've quit that ages ago. not a self-proclaimed shopaholic any longer. it's good but now i don't have anything to do during my free time. what about jogging? need a mate to do that. i can't possibly jog alone in kl. it was ok to jog by myself when i was in manchester. there was a great park very near to my place. but here in kl, where on earth can i jog without being harassed, or in a lighter word - disturbed. help me, please...
stumbled across a song by natasha bedingfield that i haven't heard for quite sometime - soulmate. the lyrics were straight forward but really deep, in my opinion.
incompatible, it don't matter though
cause someone's bound to hear my cry
speak out if you do
you're not easy to find
is it possible mr. loveable
is already in my life?
right in front of me
or maybe you're in disguise
who doesn't long for someone to hold
who knows how to love you without being told
somebody tell me why i'm on my own
if there's a soulmate for everyone
here we are again, circles never end
how do i find the perfect fit
there's enough for everyone
but i'm still waiting in line
most relationships seem so transitory
they're all good but not the permanent one
nway, got this from wikipedia: there's a theory on soulmate by aristophanes in plato's symposium that humans originally were combined of four arms, four legs and a single head made of two faces. however, zeus feared their power and split them all in half and condemning them to spend their lives searching for the other half to complete them.
man, what's up with the world? i don't understand why some people think so negatively when someone finally decided to become good or do anything saintly. for instance, when a thief finally repented his misdeeds. people will definitely said something bad about it. will never believe it. eventually, the former thief will steal again. can't stand the pressure of not being accepted by the public.
people, please. stop it. if someone said that he or she wanted to do good, believe them. give them the support they needed. a gentle advice from yours truly ;)
love the song :). reminds me how lucky i am to have great friends esp my former fiancé, who was my best friend and was there when life gets hard. who was there to listen to all my problems and was there when i needed a friend. thanks mate. really appreciate it and will definitely cherish everything ;)
*my new workstation, still messy though :P