i guess my friend was right. i always run away from problems. i've never tried to come out with answers to any of my problems. instead of making it better, i'd prefer to run away rather than facing it. i don't know why. prolly it's my nature. i shouldn't. i need to change for the better. running away won't solve anything. it'll make matter worse.
the thought of transferring to kelantan sounds good at this moment. i don't have to think about the hike of the fuel price, since my grandma's place is sooooooooo near to the workplace. i don't have to think about bumping with the ex & etc, etc, etc... but... in a long run, i won't go anywhere. i will stuck there, forever... i can't broaden my knowledge. it'll take me forever to advance, career-wise. i don't want that.
i'm so in need of something to do that will take my mind off things. shopping? i've quit that ages ago. not a self-proclaimed shopaholic any longer. it's good but now i don't have anything to do during my free time. what about jogging? need a mate to do that. i can't possibly jog alone in kl. it was ok to jog by myself when i was in manchester. there was a great park very near to my place. but here in kl, where on earth can i jog without being harassed, or in a lighter word - disturbed. help me, please...
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hani, didnt know u have a blog, came across it accidentally, nway just a personal advice, think twice about transferring to anywhere outside of KL, u wont progress well in terms of career cos no competition, at one point boredom will strike u really hard cos u know every part of the place, no new things to explore, stay in KL, after all u've got nothing to lose aight?keep working hard!:P
thanks awin for the comment. i don't think i'll transfer outside kl as yet. i can't imagine seeing myself being in kelantan whr thr's lack of entertainment, namely cinema over thr :P. i know everything is cheaper in kelantan but i don't think i can survive thr, hehehe... nway, congratulations on ur newborn baby!
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